Karin boye (via superfestiz)
No hears a word I say
And my prayers are never answered
But you’ll never see the pain inside of me
Stabbing me over and over and over
I trusted you and I loved you
And you spit back in my face
How could you do this to me?
When will you stop trying to hurt me?
I’ve walked a minefield for you
A career in hell with you
I have made it through the things
Others would surely die just watching
And the oath I take on this day
Is to know that you will be repaid
One day the the sun will die and the night will crawl
Until then, until I see your world implode
I wish you death and suffering
Misery to spare
Time to release your pain
Face the last enemy
I am the last thing you will know
The last thing you will see
When no words are spoken
And please are ignored
Your tears go unnoticed,
Will you say enough?
When prayers are unanswered
And your calls are unheard
The pain cuts right through you,
Have you seen enough?
It all seems so deceitful and the verdict is lies
A black cloud of indecision compromised your life
When judgement has failed you
When your own heart’s impaled you
Your wandering mind has destroyed you
Will you ever know when?
When you give everything
And the feeling is gone
All the giving is fake,
Did you fake enough?
When you take everything
And you stay too long
When there’s nothing left,
Did you take enough?